Saturday, May 9, 2009

再见了~朋友~

My all dear frd~
tml i wanna go KL work le~
erm...u all mz take k ya~
i will less on9~
n dn 4get me wor~kaka^^
when i gt bk mz go fnd u all yam cha de^^

n my mui~
kebby mui mui~u mz take k ya~
dn thk 2 mch le~dn oways no mood la~
if gt any problem mui rmb sms gor den gor will fnd mui after finish work~
u r gor de important family a~gor dn allow lost contact wif mui de oo~^^
n keep gor de cap gud gud oo~kaka^^
hope mui geh exam n spm result will straight A la~hehe^^
gor will call mui when gor free de~
mui rmb capture new pic den snd 2 gor a~
n dn 4get gor oo~~
mui mui bday tat day,gor oso mb will take holiday n cum bk celebrate bday wif mui ya^^
mui oso mz cnt 4get tat all promise tat mui say 2 gor b4 a~
mz hapi oways.......(n many many oo^^)
JACK GOR GOR LOVE KEBBY MUI MUI YA~~~
TAKE K YA~~^^

n my mei~
yeng yeng mei mei~u oso mz take k ya~
erm...hope ur dream cn b true la(bout love)~~

erm...yeng yeng geh skul geh leo activity tat day~
Jack gor will try take holiday n cum bk watch yeng yeng dance n sing ya~^^
yeng yeng add oil oo~^^
gt problem mz fnd jack gor a~jack gor will contact wif yeng yeng as fast as i cn de^^
take k~take k~take k~~
n yeng mz study hard hard a~dn oways sad n dn thk 2 mch sad thg le~^^
fnd jack gor chat when yeng free nah~~
JACK GOR LOVE YENG YENG MEI MEI OSO YA~~~
TAKE K N GUD LUCK YA~~~^^


Ok la~
i will wr8 my blog when i will free~
n i will less on9~
so sry 2 all my fs frd tat i will late reply all ur comment~~
sum frd tat gt my hp num rmb fnd me when u free nah~
ALL FRD~~~TAKE K YA~~~
GOODBYE~MY FRIENDS~~~~
N~~my TRUE LOVE....i will wait 'u'.....wadever hw many years~~^^

Monday, May 4, 2009

一个人

今天我一个人去西湖走走~
今天很大风,那些风突然勾起我很多的回忆~
唉~然后我就坐在那张我每次都坐的红色椅子~
一个人听歌~拍照~就好像平时一个人那样...
其实开心和不开心对我来说真的没有什么分别吧...
开心和不开心都只是一个人度过;开心和不开心的感觉都是一样啊...
我已经忘记了笑的滋味了,已经忘记了快乐的感觉了~
我已习惯孤独...我也喜欢上孤独了~
一个人听着歌,一个人仰望着天空~
自己一个人看日落的感觉真的很孤独,不过我习惯了~


之后...我要回的时候,我看见一家四口~
爸爸牵着小儿子的右手,妈妈牵着小儿子的左手,另外一个大女儿跟着他们走~
爸妈还和小儿子一起唱着儿歌,一起散步~
唉~那时候我突然很感触,觉得他们很幸福,很羡慕他们~
就总是想为什么我不曾有这样的幸福呢....
那时候,我真的很想哭出来~
从小爸妈已经离开我,我不曾和爸妈手牵手,甚至一起吃饭也没有~
唉~
朋友一个接一个慢慢地离开了....

(我的真爱到底几时才会出现呢??我还在等待~无论要我等多少年,我都会等你~~)
现在剩下的只有我一个人...
不过都已习惯了~~

可能我的命运真的只可以容纳我自己一个人吧.....













(一个人仰望着天空~)







(无助的小湖~和我一样孤独~)








(那些草孤独的生存在这片湖里...和我一样孤独~)







(日落~)





(太阳下山了~又过了一天了~)





(等待着日落~)




(就来日落了~)